1 00:00:05,360 --> 00:00:07,728 Previously on Criminal Minds: Evolution... 2 00:00:07,828 --> 00:00:10,196 Brian Garrity is a tinfoil hat-wearing truther. 3 00:00:10,197 --> 00:00:13,200 FBI fabricated a manhunt to cover up 4 00:00:13,301 --> 00:00:16,704 the assassination of Deputy Director Douglas Bailey. 5 00:00:16,804 --> 00:00:18,673 Do you have any idea how many rabbit holes 6 00:00:18,773 --> 00:00:20,374 Brian Garrity has been down in his life? 7 00:00:20,375 --> 00:00:23,844 The moon landing, the Kennedy assassination. 8 00:00:23,944 --> 00:00:25,680 Guards say you're talking to yourself. 9 00:00:25,780 --> 00:00:27,615 Anything I should know about? 10 00:00:30,184 --> 00:00:32,653 Go ahead. She'll believe you. 11 00:00:32,753 --> 00:00:36,223 Your subconscious is fighting urges to kill, 12 00:00:36,357 --> 00:00:38,726 which is why I'm distracting you. 13 00:00:38,859 --> 00:00:41,829 You talking to me is how you cope. 14 00:00:41,929 --> 00:00:44,231 The families of some of your victims have reached out 15 00:00:44,332 --> 00:00:45,600 and they want to meet you. 16 00:00:45,733 --> 00:00:47,267 Most are looking for an accountability 17 00:00:47,268 --> 00:00:49,570 that doesn't always come with a conviction. 18 00:00:49,704 --> 00:00:51,038 You think 19 00:00:51,138 --> 00:00:53,574 if I walk you through everything, 20 00:00:53,708 --> 00:00:55,075 you'll be able to stop someone else? 21 00:00:55,209 --> 00:00:56,777 For the sake of others, 22 00:00:56,877 --> 00:01:00,113 I can't just let you sit in here and not tell your story. 23 00:01:00,114 --> 00:01:02,283 Problem is, while we sit in here 24 00:01:02,417 --> 00:01:04,352 talking about it, someone new 25 00:01:04,452 --> 00:01:05,953 is out there doing it. 26 00:01:06,053 --> 00:01:08,789 You just don't know it yet. 27 00:01:17,218 --> 00:01:19,453 Open up. Police. 28 00:01:23,660 --> 00:01:26,830 - What's his name again? - Al Smith. 29 00:01:26,841 --> 00:01:29,844 Mr. Smith? Metro PD. 30 00:01:32,413 --> 00:01:34,682 - You're sure he's home? - Think so. 31 00:01:34,782 --> 00:01:38,319 I saw him three days ago. He's off. 32 00:01:38,419 --> 00:01:40,455 I-I need more than "he's off". 33 00:01:40,555 --> 00:01:44,224 He's not picking up his mail. He's not answering his phone. 34 00:01:44,325 --> 00:01:47,695 Other day, he couldn't even unlock his door. 35 00:01:47,795 --> 00:01:49,797 He's off. 36 00:02:02,309 --> 00:02:04,311 Mr. Smith? 37 00:02:05,346 --> 00:02:07,281 Anybody home? 38 00:02:07,382 --> 00:02:10,117 We're entering to do a wellness check. 39 00:02:10,217 --> 00:02:13,320 Sir? Are you all r... 40 00:02:13,454 --> 00:02:15,222 Hold up. 41 00:02:15,322 --> 00:02:17,023 Is that a gas leak? 42 00:02:17,024 --> 00:02:18,659 Our ranges are ancient. 43 00:02:18,759 --> 00:02:21,529 - Oh, no, did he suffocate? - Shh, shh, shh. 44 00:02:28,469 --> 00:02:31,506 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 45 00:02:31,606 --> 00:02:33,441 Hey, stop. 46 00:02:33,541 --> 00:02:35,042 Whoa, stop. Stop. 47 00:02:35,142 --> 00:02:36,911 What the fuck are you doing? 48 00:02:39,013 --> 00:02:40,514 Hey, what the fuck are you doing? Stop. 49 00:02:40,515 --> 00:02:42,016 - You don't need to do this. - Al, 50 00:02:42,149 --> 00:02:43,551 - no. - Y-You don't need to do this. 51 00:02:43,651 --> 00:02:46,120 - Stop. - No! 52 00:03:51,752 --> 00:03:53,754 I'm sorry. 53 00:04:11,171 --> 00:04:13,307 Harlan Ellison wrote 54 00:04:13,407 --> 00:04:14,809 "I have no mouth, 55 00:04:14,942 --> 00:04:17,678 and I must scream." 56 00:04:29,890 --> 00:04:31,526 Fuck! 57 00:04:32,853 --> 00:04:34,187 Fuck! 58 00:04:51,411 --> 00:04:53,013 Fuck. 59 00:05:03,357 --> 00:05:05,225 Get it together. 60 00:05:41,295 --> 00:05:43,363 - Where is he? - He's right there. 61 00:05:43,463 --> 00:05:45,699 All right. Hey. 62 00:05:45,700 --> 00:05:49,336 - Thank you. - Oh, but of course. 63 00:05:49,436 --> 00:05:53,240 - What happened to your hand? - It's nothing. I'm okay. 64 00:05:58,545 --> 00:06:00,114 Holy shit! 65 00:06:00,214 --> 00:06:03,082 They will let anybody up on the sixth floor now, huh? 66 00:06:03,083 --> 00:06:06,587 Well, they let your dumb ass become a profiler, didn't they? 67 00:06:06,687 --> 00:06:08,255 - How have you been, Tom? - Good. 68 00:06:08,388 --> 00:06:09,724 - Yeah? - Good. You? 69 00:06:09,824 --> 00:06:10,891 Well, you know... 70 00:06:10,991 --> 00:06:14,595 Uh, listen, I-I, uh, I heard about... 71 00:06:14,695 --> 00:06:17,031 - Yeah. Um... - I know, bud. 72 00:06:17,131 --> 00:06:18,633 I'm sorry. 73 00:06:20,400 --> 00:06:22,569 Seriously, what, uh, what are you doing up here? 74 00:06:22,670 --> 00:06:25,740 Well, I'm here to see you. And, hopefully, your team. 75 00:06:25,873 --> 00:06:29,243 - Is it bad? - It's weird. 76 00:06:29,343 --> 00:06:30,610 Come on. 77 00:06:30,611 --> 00:06:32,411 Came to the right place. Let's go. 78 00:06:33,803 --> 00:06:36,505 - Hey. SSA Prentiss. - Hi. 79 00:06:36,516 --> 00:06:39,019 - Agent Tyler Green. - Good to see you again, sir. 80 00:06:39,109 --> 00:06:40,777 Oh, you've worked with Agent Green before? 81 00:06:40,788 --> 00:06:44,290 Well, I helped Green get through his Basic Field Training Course. 82 00:06:44,291 --> 00:06:46,293 Well, he didn't help so much as I survived. 83 00:06:46,426 --> 00:06:47,928 Agent Milliken kicked my ass. 84 00:06:48,028 --> 00:06:49,763 Me and all the new agent trainees. 85 00:06:49,764 --> 00:06:51,098 Is that how you met Luke? 86 00:06:51,198 --> 00:06:54,768 Oh, no. Alvez and I are retired army grunts. 87 00:06:54,769 --> 00:06:56,236 We met in the ARC Program. 88 00:06:56,336 --> 00:06:58,338 The Army Recovery Care Program. 89 00:06:58,438 --> 00:07:01,108 - They do great work. - We do. 90 00:07:01,208 --> 00:07:03,110 I'm proud to get to volunteer there. 91 00:07:03,210 --> 00:07:05,545 We help ill and injured service members 92 00:07:05,646 --> 00:07:08,614 reintegrate into civilian life. 93 00:07:08,615 --> 00:07:11,786 Matter of fact, that's why I'm knocking at your door. 94 00:07:11,919 --> 00:07:15,122 The BAU does equivocal death investigations, correct? 95 00:07:15,222 --> 00:07:16,823 Helping determine the manner of death, 96 00:07:16,824 --> 00:07:20,294 whether it's suicide, homicide, or... 97 00:07:20,394 --> 00:07:21,570 just an accident? 98 00:07:21,581 --> 00:07:23,418 That is correct. Do you have a case like that? 99 00:07:23,429 --> 00:07:24,460 Well... 100 00:07:24,471 --> 00:07:26,006 Luke, could you... 101 00:07:27,567 --> 00:07:29,603 This is Captain Al Smith, 102 00:07:29,704 --> 00:07:32,139 another friend of mine from ARC. 103 00:07:32,239 --> 00:07:34,208 He died yesterday morning. 104 00:07:34,308 --> 00:07:35,509 Cause of death? 105 00:07:35,642 --> 00:07:38,012 Gas stove blew up in his face. 106 00:07:38,112 --> 00:07:40,580 All four ranges were turned all the way up. 107 00:07:40,681 --> 00:07:42,015 Based on the explosion, 108 00:07:42,016 --> 00:07:43,984 they'd been that way for quite some time. 109 00:07:44,118 --> 00:07:46,186 Had the, uh, matchbook in his hand. 110 00:07:46,320 --> 00:07:48,022 We can take the case. 111 00:07:48,155 --> 00:07:49,824 We'd start with a psychological autopsy, 112 00:07:49,957 --> 00:07:52,259 but I-I just don't think there's much for us 113 00:07:52,359 --> 00:07:53,894 - to investigate here. - I know. I know. 114 00:07:53,994 --> 00:07:56,330 And I know the numbers. Hell, I preach 'em. 115 00:07:56,430 --> 00:07:59,834 87% of all vets report exposure to at least one traumatic event, 116 00:07:59,934 --> 00:08:03,137 and less than half get the treatment that they need. 117 00:08:03,237 --> 00:08:06,339 But that is not Al, okay? 118 00:08:06,340 --> 00:08:07,507 If you met him through ARC, 119 00:08:07,607 --> 00:08:08,943 what-what was he being treated for? 120 00:08:09,043 --> 00:08:12,546 Anxiety. Depression. Intrusive thoughts. 121 00:08:12,679 --> 00:08:16,016 Which are indicators of PTSD. 122 00:08:17,985 --> 00:08:20,620 His pistol was in his gun safe. 123 00:08:20,721 --> 00:08:23,590 I mean, he didn't blow his brains out, he blew himself up. 124 00:08:23,690 --> 00:08:25,059 And he took a cop 125 00:08:25,192 --> 00:08:27,694 and a building superintendent with him. 126 00:08:27,795 --> 00:08:30,563 That's odd, even for PTSD. 127 00:08:30,564 --> 00:08:33,033 Did you know him, Luke? 128 00:08:33,167 --> 00:08:34,902 I know the type. 129 00:08:35,035 --> 00:08:38,572 And I know what scares me is... 130 00:08:38,705 --> 00:08:40,908 Let's say this is what it looks like. 131 00:08:41,008 --> 00:08:42,977 Sometimes, it happens in clusters. 132 00:08:43,077 --> 00:08:45,411 One of our guys punches his own ticket 133 00:08:45,412 --> 00:08:48,048 and another one says, "Hey, that's a good idea". 134 00:08:48,182 --> 00:08:50,417 "Maybe I'll go out the same way." 135 00:08:50,517 --> 00:08:53,587 That's why I want to take it. Find out why. 136 00:08:54,521 --> 00:08:56,723 - Tyler, would you mind? - Not at all. 137 00:08:56,857 --> 00:08:59,526 Agent Prentiss, thank you. 138 00:09:09,303 --> 00:09:11,906 - Good morning. - Ugh. 139 00:09:12,006 --> 00:09:13,908 Ah, you got my email. 140 00:09:14,008 --> 00:09:16,543 What the hell is Voit up to? 141 00:09:16,643 --> 00:09:19,279 Tara is with him now, so is Rebecca to expedite. 142 00:09:19,379 --> 00:09:21,882 All he has to do is pick a family member 143 00:09:21,982 --> 00:09:24,284 and say, "Boo-hoo, I did it". 144 00:09:24,418 --> 00:09:25,920 Just one family member. 145 00:09:26,020 --> 00:09:28,989 And he is down to his final four. 146 00:09:29,089 --> 00:09:32,359 He's treating this like he's picking out a goddamn ring. 147 00:09:32,459 --> 00:09:34,962 He is trying to find the victim he killed 148 00:09:35,062 --> 00:09:36,563 with the least amount of violence 149 00:09:36,663 --> 00:09:39,298 because that will be the least upsetting 150 00:09:39,299 --> 00:09:40,467 to whomever he talks to. 151 00:09:40,600 --> 00:09:42,937 Yeah, well, someone should tell him 152 00:09:43,037 --> 00:09:45,339 it's always upsetting. 153 00:09:49,376 --> 00:09:51,310 Hey. Morning. 154 00:09:51,311 --> 00:09:54,915 - Woof. - Oh. You too? 155 00:09:56,984 --> 00:09:59,453 How many podcasts do you listen to? 156 00:09:59,553 --> 00:10:02,589 Um, I don't know. It's mostly news. Why? 157 00:10:02,689 --> 00:10:05,259 Well, Henry devours them. 158 00:10:05,359 --> 00:10:07,394 Specifically, the ones on Voit, 159 00:10:07,494 --> 00:10:08,963 and it turns out that there's one 160 00:10:09,063 --> 00:10:12,066 that mentions me, you and the BAU. 161 00:10:12,166 --> 00:10:13,800 It's our case. 162 00:10:13,901 --> 00:10:16,370 - It goes with the territory we'd be mentioned. - No. 163 00:10:16,470 --> 00:10:18,005 Emily. 164 00:10:18,105 --> 00:10:22,076 This one is made by someone you know. 165 00:10:22,176 --> 00:10:24,678 Personally. 166 00:10:25,946 --> 00:10:27,147 Fu... 167 00:10:29,349 --> 00:10:31,986 Emily. Bella! 168 00:10:32,086 --> 00:10:35,355 - Come on. - Oh. Oh, dear. I get it. 169 00:10:35,489 --> 00:10:37,356 I've made your job harder, haven't I? 170 00:10:37,357 --> 00:10:40,760 But, Emily, come on, the brass ring is right there. 171 00:10:40,861 --> 00:10:42,996 All this time, I've been barking up the wrong tree. 172 00:10:42,997 --> 00:10:45,165 I thought conspiracies were where it's at. 173 00:10:45,265 --> 00:10:47,834 Serial killers. Serial killers! 174 00:10:47,935 --> 00:10:50,437 My downloads are through the roof, 175 00:10:50,537 --> 00:10:52,339 and it's not just about the money. 176 00:10:52,439 --> 00:10:54,508 The money is very nice. 177 00:10:54,608 --> 00:10:56,376 It's about the social capital. 178 00:10:56,510 --> 00:10:59,679 Emily, I'm trending. I've never trended before. 179 00:10:59,779 --> 00:11:01,347 I've never had a hashtag catch on 180 00:11:01,348 --> 00:11:02,716 with more than three people 181 00:11:02,849 --> 00:11:04,051 and now I'm trending. 182 00:11:04,151 --> 00:11:06,020 And yes, of course, I may have taken 183 00:11:06,120 --> 00:11:08,088 one or two little liberties 184 00:11:08,188 --> 00:11:10,891 in the service of a greater story... 185 00:11:19,133 --> 00:11:20,866 Are you going to kill me? 186 00:11:21,101 --> 00:11:23,960 No, because that's illegal. 187 00:11:23,971 --> 00:11:27,007 And you have every right to produce a podcast 188 00:11:27,107 --> 00:11:28,241 that is nothing but lies. 189 00:11:28,242 --> 00:11:31,060 Excuse me, not nothing. 190 00:11:31,071 --> 00:11:33,974 Did or did not Elias Voit call you dad? 191 00:11:34,481 --> 00:11:38,118 Because I paid an orderly a hefty sum for that intel. 192 00:11:39,954 --> 00:11:43,256 Which, when he said it, was more like, 193 00:11:43,257 --> 00:11:44,558 uh, "Is that you, Dad?" 194 00:11:44,691 --> 00:11:46,260 And less like I had it on the pod, 195 00:11:46,360 --> 00:11:49,363 which was more, um, "Ooh, spank me, Daddy". 196 00:11:49,463 --> 00:11:52,099 Even that is not why you're here. 197 00:11:52,199 --> 00:11:54,234 You're here because you're claiming 198 00:11:54,368 --> 00:11:55,735 Voit is a serial killer 199 00:11:55,835 --> 00:11:58,772 that was trained by the BAU to be 200 00:11:58,905 --> 00:12:01,441 a Manchurian candidate, which is-is... 201 00:12:01,575 --> 00:12:03,777 - uh... uh... - It's horseshit. 202 00:12:03,910 --> 00:12:06,513 And you're gonna clean up the mess you've made. 203 00:12:06,613 --> 00:12:09,449 I can do that. I can do that, no problem. 204 00:12:09,583 --> 00:12:10,784 I-I'm wrapping up season one. 205 00:12:10,917 --> 00:12:13,620 I-I can put a cap on the season finale, 206 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:16,290 uh, and do a 180-degree pivot. 207 00:12:16,423 --> 00:12:17,924 That's what we do on podcasts. 208 00:12:18,025 --> 00:12:20,927 You start out with one thesis, and then, eventually, 209 00:12:21,028 --> 00:12:23,797 you pivot to another one, right? 210 00:12:23,897 --> 00:12:26,799 To sell it, though, I just need one 211 00:12:26,800 --> 00:12:28,435 little thing. 212 00:12:28,535 --> 00:12:30,303 What? 213 00:12:30,304 --> 00:12:32,272 What no other Elias Voit podcast has. 214 00:12:32,372 --> 00:12:33,940 I want an on-the-record interview 215 00:12:34,041 --> 00:12:35,342 with the white whale himself. 216 00:12:35,442 --> 00:12:37,477 - You can't possibly... - Oh, come on. 217 00:12:37,577 --> 00:12:38,777 I mean "white whale" metaphorically. 218 00:12:38,778 --> 00:12:41,048 I'm not fat-shaming the guy. 219 00:12:41,148 --> 00:12:42,949 Although, I did hear he's putting on LBs in prison. 220 00:12:43,050 --> 00:12:45,152 - Confirm? Deny? - No. 221 00:12:45,252 --> 00:12:47,120 Okay, good for him. Keeping the weight off. 222 00:12:47,766 --> 00:12:51,279 No to your request. That's not happening. 223 00:12:51,290 --> 00:12:55,395 Oh... That's really a shame. 224 00:12:56,085 --> 00:12:57,886 I feel bad for you guys. 225 00:12:57,897 --> 00:13:00,634 'Cause I guess I'll just have to keep telling my story 226 00:13:00,734 --> 00:13:02,502 my way. 227 00:13:07,146 --> 00:13:08,347 Get out. 228 00:13:10,950 --> 00:13:12,055 Oh. 229 00:13:12,155 --> 00:13:14,395 Tell Tara I said hi. 230 00:13:18,185 --> 00:13:20,287 Transfer van is here. Please have 231 00:13:20,387 --> 00:13:22,989 all transfer prisoners to the garage and ready. 232 00:13:26,760 --> 00:13:29,196 I think this one. 233 00:13:29,329 --> 00:13:31,731 Oh, wait, no, sorry. 234 00:13:34,426 --> 00:13:36,295 No... 235 00:13:37,383 --> 00:13:39,052 This one. Yeah. 236 00:13:39,732 --> 00:13:41,935 - Deena Ryan. - Mm-hmm. 237 00:13:42,221 --> 00:13:43,392 You're sure? 238 00:13:43,403 --> 00:13:44,877 Yeah. 239 00:13:44,878 --> 00:13:46,513 - Yeah, I'm sure. - Okay. 240 00:13:46,833 --> 00:13:47,934 Why her? 241 00:13:49,060 --> 00:13:50,640 What does it matter? 242 00:13:50,651 --> 00:13:52,908 It matters because it matters. 243 00:13:52,919 --> 00:13:54,421 Before her mom comes in here, 244 00:13:54,521 --> 00:13:56,190 we need to confirm that you're telling the whole truth 245 00:13:56,290 --> 00:13:58,357 - about her daughter. - Look, I strangled Deena. 246 00:13:58,358 --> 00:14:00,527 She died. That's the whole truth. 247 00:14:01,461 --> 00:14:04,530 That is not good enough, Elias. 248 00:14:04,531 --> 00:14:07,200 Her mother's gonna want to know why. 249 00:14:07,201 --> 00:14:08,735 Why you took her daughter, 250 00:14:08,835 --> 00:14:10,736 where you took her, 251 00:14:10,737 --> 00:14:13,872 - how you strangled her. - Wait. 252 00:14:13,873 --> 00:14:16,976 Wait, you both wearing wedding rings. 253 00:14:18,312 --> 00:14:20,080 Oh, my God, you got married. 254 00:14:20,214 --> 00:14:22,082 That-That's amazing. Congrats. 255 00:14:22,216 --> 00:14:24,718 Focus, please. 256 00:14:24,851 --> 00:14:27,321 Yeah, sorry. Um... 257 00:14:29,156 --> 00:14:30,757 Look, I-I just hope it works out. 258 00:14:30,890 --> 00:14:32,259 I mean, not "I hope". 259 00:14:32,359 --> 00:14:33,860 I... It's gonna work out. It's gonna be great. 260 00:14:33,960 --> 00:14:35,728 I just, I-I think, you know, especially everything 261 00:14:35,729 --> 00:14:37,631 we're going through right now, getting married 262 00:14:37,731 --> 00:14:39,065 is kind of the ultimate act 263 00:14:39,166 --> 00:14:40,766 - of optimism, so... - Hey. Hey. Hey, hey, hey. 264 00:14:40,767 --> 00:14:42,001 - What? - We know you're getting divorced, 265 00:14:42,102 --> 00:14:44,037 but we've got a job to do. 266 00:14:44,138 --> 00:14:48,142 Right. Uh... Sure. All right. 267 00:14:55,347 --> 00:14:57,005 Tell you what, 268 00:14:57,016 --> 00:14:58,452 I'll coordinate with the Bureau of Prisons. 269 00:14:58,552 --> 00:15:00,320 We'll get Deena's mom put on your visitor list. 270 00:15:00,509 --> 00:15:02,311 Great. 271 00:15:02,322 --> 00:15:05,492 And I will review Deena's file. 272 00:15:06,593 --> 00:15:08,795 Just... 273 00:15:08,928 --> 00:15:11,831 be honest with the mom, okay? 274 00:15:27,447 --> 00:15:29,449 Nice job. 275 00:15:29,549 --> 00:15:31,618 Dodging that question, 276 00:15:31,718 --> 00:15:35,288 not telling them what you really did to that girl. 277 00:15:35,289 --> 00:15:38,492 I really don't want to tell them anything. 278 00:15:38,592 --> 00:15:40,694 Then why are you doing this? 279 00:15:42,662 --> 00:15:45,631 You told me to. 280 00:15:45,632 --> 00:15:47,301 What good is having an angel 281 00:15:47,401 --> 00:15:49,169 on my shoulder if I don't listen to him? 282 00:15:49,303 --> 00:15:53,139 Oh, that's adorable. 283 00:15:53,240 --> 00:15:55,008 What is? 284 00:15:55,141 --> 00:15:58,945 You think I'm the angel. 285 00:16:04,551 --> 00:16:06,691 _ 286 00:16:11,225 --> 00:16:12,349 Do you want me to, uh... 287 00:16:12,360 --> 00:16:14,495 Get started without me. I'll catch up. 288 00:16:29,175 --> 00:16:30,710 How are you doing? 289 00:16:32,045 --> 00:16:34,113 Tired. 290 00:16:34,214 --> 00:16:36,549 I heard that. 291 00:16:36,550 --> 00:16:39,353 I'm SSA Luke Alvez with the Bureau. 292 00:16:39,453 --> 00:16:41,888 I'm looking into Captain Smith's death. 293 00:16:42,021 --> 00:16:44,424 Oh. Nice to meet you. 294 00:16:47,827 --> 00:16:51,397 If, uh, if you're here, I guess that means, uh... 295 00:16:51,398 --> 00:16:53,400 Yeah. 296 00:16:53,500 --> 00:16:55,402 He didn't have a family. 297 00:16:55,535 --> 00:16:58,204 I've got to get him dressed and take him up to Arlington. 298 00:17:06,313 --> 00:17:08,714 - Can I have a look? - Yeah. 299 00:17:08,715 --> 00:17:11,518 Don't take it out of the bag. 300 00:17:20,427 --> 00:17:23,397 Smith was EOD? 301 00:17:23,497 --> 00:17:24,931 Pardon? 302 00:17:26,199 --> 00:17:29,603 Captain Smith was Explosives Ordinance Disposal. 303 00:17:30,404 --> 00:17:33,239 Um, I guess. Is that important? 304 00:17:35,141 --> 00:17:36,410 It might be. 305 00:17:41,915 --> 00:17:45,285 - Can I ask you something? - Sure. 306 00:17:46,786 --> 00:17:48,588 The way he died, 307 00:17:48,688 --> 00:17:51,825 is there gonna be enough for his dress blues? 308 00:17:57,764 --> 00:18:00,133 I don't know. 309 00:18:08,074 --> 00:18:11,645 Okay, so cause of death was trauma from the explosion. 310 00:18:11,778 --> 00:18:14,314 If that didn't do it, the fourth degree burns would have. 311 00:18:14,448 --> 00:18:16,316 - Was it instantaneous? - Yeah. 312 00:18:16,450 --> 00:18:18,217 The cop and the super weren't so lucky. 313 00:18:18,985 --> 00:18:22,120 I know it might sound weird, but was his brain still intact? 314 00:18:22,121 --> 00:18:23,990 You thinking PTSD? 315 00:18:24,123 --> 00:18:25,625 I'm thinking it, yeah. 316 00:18:25,725 --> 00:18:28,294 Well, there's definitely evidence 317 00:18:28,395 --> 00:18:31,130 of a traumatic brain injury as a result of, you know, 318 00:18:31,230 --> 00:18:33,166 a small rocket exploding in Captain Smith's face, 319 00:18:33,299 --> 00:18:35,801 but when you're talking PTSD, 320 00:18:35,802 --> 00:18:37,337 the biggest giveaway, post-mortem, 321 00:18:37,471 --> 00:18:38,805 is reduced hippocampal volume, 322 00:18:38,938 --> 00:18:41,007 and his was perfectly-sized. 323 00:18:41,107 --> 00:18:42,342 So his brain was normal? 324 00:18:42,476 --> 00:18:43,809 Mm, I didn't say that. 325 00:18:43,810 --> 00:18:46,179 I saw something weird on the CT scan at first. 326 00:18:46,312 --> 00:18:49,516 It was so nuts, I performed an MRI to be sure. 327 00:18:51,351 --> 00:18:54,854 That is highly abnormal. 328 00:18:55,955 --> 00:18:56,990 And it's not from the explosion? 329 00:18:57,090 --> 00:18:59,593 Mm-mmm. Too symmetrical. 330 00:18:59,693 --> 00:19:01,495 So, what would cause that? 331 00:19:01,595 --> 00:19:03,863 Not what. Who. 332 00:19:07,333 --> 00:19:09,736 I'm sorry, I don't understand what I'm looking at here. 333 00:19:09,836 --> 00:19:11,505 Those gashes between the lobes 334 00:19:11,605 --> 00:19:12,972 are evidence of an ice pick, 335 00:19:13,072 --> 00:19:15,709 shoved up each nostril into his brain. 336 00:19:15,809 --> 00:19:18,545 Captain Smith was lobotomized. 337 00:19:18,678 --> 00:19:20,279 Wait, what? 338 00:19:20,380 --> 00:19:21,615 Why? 339 00:19:21,715 --> 00:19:22,982 We don't know. 340 00:19:24,484 --> 00:19:26,820 He... he-he would never... 341 00:19:26,920 --> 00:19:29,723 We thought the same thing until we did some more digging, 342 00:19:29,856 --> 00:19:32,058 and it turns out that 343 00:19:32,158 --> 00:19:34,428 this isn't the first time it's happened. 344 00:19:35,462 --> 00:19:37,797 This is Major Howard Newton. 345 00:19:37,897 --> 00:19:39,398 Last week, he disappeared. 346 00:19:39,399 --> 00:19:42,268 When police found him, he'd also been lobotomized. 347 00:19:42,427 --> 00:19:43,694 You recognize him? 348 00:19:43,989 --> 00:19:46,372 No. Should I? 349 00:19:46,506 --> 00:19:49,342 He was an advocate for Arlington Army Recovery Care. 350 00:19:49,443 --> 00:19:51,043 Look, Tom, 351 00:19:51,044 --> 00:19:53,712 you thought this was about more than suicide, 352 00:19:53,713 --> 00:19:55,882 and you were right. 353 00:19:56,883 --> 00:19:59,018 This doesn't make any sense. 354 00:19:59,118 --> 00:20:01,387 All the ARC Program does is help injured soldiers. 355 00:20:01,521 --> 00:20:03,857 Why would somebody do this to us? 356 00:20:04,591 --> 00:20:06,960 Because he's hurt, 357 00:20:07,060 --> 00:20:10,630 and he wants them to feel his pain. 358 00:20:14,901 --> 00:20:17,403 You don't have to do this. 359 00:20:17,504 --> 00:20:19,606 I-I can help you. 360 00:20:20,840 --> 00:20:24,610 I can make you feel better, I swear. 361 00:20:24,611 --> 00:20:26,411 No, no, no, no. 362 00:20:26,786 --> 00:20:28,455 What are you gonna do? 363 00:20:29,015 --> 00:20:30,949 This is better if you don't move. 364 00:20:30,950 --> 00:20:33,285 Just-just give me one more chance. 365 00:20:33,286 --> 00:20:37,089 I promise, it-it'll work this time. 366 00:20:37,090 --> 00:20:38,925 Please. 367 00:20:40,494 --> 00:20:41,861 No. 368 00:20:51,664 --> 00:20:54,533 Y-Your daughter was very, um... 369 00:20:58,111 --> 00:21:00,780 I'm sorry. I know that's... 370 00:21:03,242 --> 00:21:06,178 That's-that's what I want to say, is I'm sorry. 371 00:21:11,568 --> 00:21:13,312 A-Are you-are you comfortable? Do you need anything? 372 00:21:13,323 --> 00:21:15,559 Maybe like... water or, I don't... 373 00:21:15,570 --> 00:21:16,871 No. 374 00:21:22,257 --> 00:21:23,892 Want to take a swing at me? 375 00:21:23,903 --> 00:21:25,905 I'm not gonna fight back. 376 00:21:26,005 --> 00:21:27,540 You could probably get a few in before anyone 377 00:21:27,541 --> 00:21:29,241 runs in here and... 378 00:21:29,242 --> 00:21:31,144 That's not gonna happen. 379 00:21:31,244 --> 00:21:32,846 I don't want that either. 380 00:21:34,347 --> 00:21:37,216 Okay. W-W-What do you want? 381 00:21:38,017 --> 00:21:41,120 It... I'm Sorry. I mean... 382 00:21:42,889 --> 00:21:47,026 W-What do you want from me? 383 00:21:49,729 --> 00:21:52,465 I want to tell you what I've learned. 384 00:21:53,567 --> 00:21:55,969 Because when your child dies, 385 00:21:56,069 --> 00:21:57,436 you learn. 386 00:21:57,571 --> 00:21:58,738 Everything. 387 00:21:58,838 --> 00:22:01,107 You seek out every detail 388 00:22:01,207 --> 00:22:03,610 you can find to make it make sense. 389 00:22:05,111 --> 00:22:08,147 So, I've learned how much pressure it takes 390 00:22:08,247 --> 00:22:10,249 to crush a larynx. 391 00:22:10,349 --> 00:22:13,252 14.3 kilograms. Did you know that? 392 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:16,151 I did. 393 00:22:16,501 --> 00:22:18,011 Of course you did. 394 00:22:18,647 --> 00:22:20,482 'Cause you learned it, too. 395 00:22:20,493 --> 00:22:22,896 It was part of your training. 396 00:22:23,763 --> 00:22:25,699 - What? - Your training 397 00:22:25,799 --> 00:22:27,966 by this government agency. 398 00:22:27,967 --> 00:22:31,037 The very same agency, coincidentally, that caught you. 399 00:22:31,137 --> 00:22:33,139 Because you went off the reservation, didn't you? 400 00:22:33,272 --> 00:22:34,607 Ms. Ryan, that's completely unfounded. 401 00:22:34,608 --> 00:22:36,275 Wait, what is she talking... 402 00:22:36,375 --> 00:22:38,276 I'm sor... I don't know. What di... Where did you hear that? 403 00:22:38,277 --> 00:22:40,413 - Don't tell me you don't know. - I... 404 00:22:40,513 --> 00:22:43,482 You know. The whole world knows. 405 00:22:44,283 --> 00:22:47,186 - It's in the podcast. - What podcast? 406 00:22:47,954 --> 00:22:49,656 What podcast? 407 00:22:49,789 --> 00:22:51,490 Look, calm down. 408 00:22:51,591 --> 00:22:54,126 There are a lot of podcasts out there 409 00:22:54,127 --> 00:22:55,895 telling bigger lies about you. 410 00:22:55,995 --> 00:22:58,765 This is how the algorithm works. I'm sure Brian Garrity's bad, 411 00:22:58,865 --> 00:23:00,667 but he's not even the worst one out there. 412 00:23:00,767 --> 00:23:02,836 Yeah, but he is the most popular, right? 413 00:23:02,936 --> 00:23:04,837 Given your prior experience with him, 414 00:23:04,838 --> 00:23:07,073 the most believable, thus the more dangerous. 415 00:23:07,173 --> 00:23:10,509 Dangerous? Jesus, stop already. 416 00:23:10,610 --> 00:23:11,844 Just tell me how I'm wrong. 417 00:23:11,845 --> 00:23:14,147 Look, give a dipshit a megaphone, 418 00:23:14,247 --> 00:23:16,816 he's still too stupid to use it properly. 419 00:23:16,916 --> 00:23:20,519 Just let the guy have his 15 minutes and he'll go away. 420 00:23:20,620 --> 00:23:22,255 What if my daughters hear it? 421 00:23:22,355 --> 00:23:25,524 Elias, your daughters already know everything. 422 00:23:25,625 --> 00:23:27,393 A podcast is not gonna change their minds. 423 00:23:27,526 --> 00:23:30,196 Okay, well, what if it changes someone else's? 424 00:23:30,296 --> 00:23:32,398 You know, someone could find this, they could-they could 425 00:23:32,531 --> 00:23:34,167 interpret it wrong, 426 00:23:34,267 --> 00:23:37,236 they might identify with me, they might idolize me. 427 00:23:41,207 --> 00:23:42,909 You didn't control a network of people 428 00:23:43,009 --> 00:23:45,043 who would do anything that you told them to do. 429 00:23:45,044 --> 00:23:48,580 No. But we arrested all of them, remember? 430 00:23:48,581 --> 00:23:51,184 The guy we're talking about is a troll. 431 00:23:51,284 --> 00:23:52,752 What is the first thing that we learned 432 00:23:52,886 --> 00:23:54,520 about the Internet? You don't feed the trolls. 433 00:23:54,620 --> 00:23:56,890 No, that was the first lesson of the Internet 434 00:23:57,023 --> 00:23:59,492 before the troglodytes took over. 435 00:24:04,998 --> 00:24:07,400 I want-I want... I want to set the record straight. 436 00:24:08,648 --> 00:24:10,827 - How? - By going on his podcast. 437 00:24:10,891 --> 00:24:12,185 No. 438 00:24:12,558 --> 00:24:14,774 How am I supposed to give anyone closure 439 00:24:14,874 --> 00:24:16,409 when everyone who comes in here 440 00:24:16,509 --> 00:24:17,776 is believing these lies 441 00:24:17,777 --> 00:24:19,979 that this Garrity clown is telling them? 442 00:24:21,180 --> 00:24:22,415 Look, I'll keep doing this, 443 00:24:22,515 --> 00:24:23,949 but how am I supposed to keep doing this 444 00:24:23,950 --> 00:24:25,451 and subjugating myself to people if... 445 00:24:25,584 --> 00:24:27,420 if-if... if they don't even believe what I'm saying? 446 00:24:27,520 --> 00:24:30,690 I want to at least apologize for what I actually did. 447 00:24:31,490 --> 00:24:33,960 All right. Let's-let's think this thing through. 448 00:24:34,093 --> 00:24:37,596 You go on the record with Garrity, what happens? 449 00:24:37,731 --> 00:24:39,265 You get more attention. 450 00:24:39,365 --> 00:24:41,466 You give him more attention. 451 00:24:41,467 --> 00:24:44,637 You're only gonna make the guy more popular. 452 00:24:44,738 --> 00:24:46,405 Yes, and that is why you are going to 453 00:24:46,505 --> 00:24:48,041 give him a list of conditions. 454 00:24:49,442 --> 00:24:51,978 Of course you have conditions. 455 00:24:54,413 --> 00:24:58,117 So I'm supposed to make a podcast happen from prison? 456 00:24:58,251 --> 00:25:00,119 It's-it's not a livestream, it's a pre-tape. 457 00:25:00,253 --> 00:25:02,956 FBI and DOJ have complete control over the recording. 458 00:25:03,056 --> 00:25:04,990 Anything goes sideways, we seize the audio. 459 00:25:04,991 --> 00:25:07,493 A-And what are these conditions Voit's demanding? 460 00:25:07,626 --> 00:25:08,795 A backup recording, 461 00:25:08,895 --> 00:25:10,463 provided by us, nothing high-tech. 462 00:25:10,563 --> 00:25:12,998 It can literally be, like, a voice memo on your phone. 463 00:25:12,999 --> 00:25:14,667 - Why? - Insurance. 464 00:25:14,768 --> 00:25:16,302 Voit wants to make sure Brian doesn't edit him 465 00:25:16,402 --> 00:25:18,204 out of context or misrepresent him. 466 00:25:18,304 --> 00:25:20,339 And if he does, Voit has the right to release 467 00:25:20,473 --> 00:25:23,142 the unedited audio to a rival podcast. 468 00:25:23,242 --> 00:25:25,678 And we're just fine with all this? 469 00:25:25,812 --> 00:25:28,815 W... Am I happy to let a psychopath match wits 470 00:25:28,915 --> 00:25:30,682 with a deranged narcissist? 471 00:25:30,683 --> 00:25:32,886 No, I'm not, but if it gets rid of Garrity, 472 00:25:32,986 --> 00:25:34,853 I'm willing to roll the dice on a psychopath. 473 00:25:34,854 --> 00:25:36,355 Wait, I thought you profiled that Voit 474 00:25:36,455 --> 00:25:38,491 - was no longer a psychopath. - No, you're right. 475 00:25:38,591 --> 00:25:41,227 He's not. It's... 476 00:25:41,327 --> 00:25:43,196 When Brian Garrity 477 00:25:43,207 --> 00:25:45,409 is in my life, it... 478 00:25:45,598 --> 00:25:47,166 Have you ever had heartburn? 479 00:25:47,177 --> 00:25:49,079 Where-where the... 480 00:25:49,090 --> 00:25:52,828 acid reflux is so, so hot, 481 00:25:53,106 --> 00:25:57,010 it's like you can taste the hatred? 482 00:25:59,946 --> 00:26:02,448 Okay, the guards are gonna have to inspect 483 00:26:02,548 --> 00:26:04,350 - all the audio equipment. - Oh, absolutely. 484 00:26:04,663 --> 00:26:06,080 Okay, and no touching. None. 485 00:26:06,091 --> 00:26:07,387 Of course. 486 00:26:07,398 --> 00:26:08,521 Will Garrity say yes? 487 00:26:08,532 --> 00:26:10,401 He already did. 488 00:26:10,623 --> 00:26:12,558 He had his own counter-conditions. 489 00:26:12,658 --> 00:26:16,162 Ok... Okay, now I'm feeling it. 490 00:26:16,262 --> 00:26:17,363 Come on. 491 00:26:17,496 --> 00:26:19,398 The prescription antacids are in my office. 492 00:26:19,532 --> 00:26:21,200 Oof. 493 00:26:25,171 --> 00:26:26,339 What do we got? 494 00:26:26,439 --> 00:26:28,774 Two victims. Part of a program 495 00:26:28,875 --> 00:26:31,277 to help veterans recover physically and mentally. 496 00:26:31,377 --> 00:26:33,880 Unsub's targeting them, but not killing them. 497 00:26:33,980 --> 00:26:35,181 Well, then what is he... 498 00:26:35,281 --> 00:26:37,917 Oh, shit. Lobotomy. 499 00:26:38,017 --> 00:26:39,552 Never mind. 500 00:26:39,685 --> 00:26:42,220 Victimology's connected through the Army Recovery Care Program. 501 00:26:42,221 --> 00:26:43,689 So, he could have been a part of it 502 00:26:43,789 --> 00:26:45,892 or rejected from it, and now he's taking revenge. 503 00:26:46,025 --> 00:26:49,362 Uh, lucky for us, the U.S. Army does keep meticulous records. 504 00:26:49,462 --> 00:26:51,898 Tyler, could you do me a solid? 505 00:26:51,998 --> 00:26:53,399 Vouch for me with Agent Milliken, 506 00:26:53,499 --> 00:26:55,434 'cause then maybe I can get into ARC's files? 507 00:26:55,534 --> 00:26:57,235 Men in uniform either throw themselves at me 508 00:26:57,236 --> 00:26:59,638 or throw me out of their office. 509 00:27:01,941 --> 00:27:03,942 - Is everything okay with Luke? - Uh... 510 00:27:03,943 --> 00:27:06,778 - Yeah, I think-think so. Why? - I don't know. 511 00:27:06,779 --> 00:27:10,083 Maybe it's nothing. He just seems a bit... You know? 512 00:27:10,183 --> 00:27:14,120 See, that is why I always consult the Oracle of Alvez. 513 00:27:14,253 --> 00:27:15,554 Penelope, is Luke okay? 514 00:27:15,654 --> 00:27:17,256 I don't know. 515 00:27:17,356 --> 00:27:19,791 I don't know. And if 516 00:27:19,792 --> 00:27:22,695 I did know, I wouldn't tell any of you 517 00:27:22,795 --> 00:27:25,064 because I'm not a gossip. 518 00:27:25,164 --> 00:27:28,367 So, let's get back to work. Skedaddle. 519 00:27:35,441 --> 00:27:38,276 It's not the outcome any of us wanted, but 520 00:27:38,277 --> 00:27:40,246 the tumor's spread. 521 00:27:40,346 --> 00:27:42,348 There's nothing else we can do. 522 00:27:43,950 --> 00:27:45,451 What are my, uh... 523 00:27:46,585 --> 00:27:47,954 What can I do? 524 00:27:48,054 --> 00:27:49,288 Well, we have a choice. 525 00:27:49,422 --> 00:27:51,824 If you want, I can discharge her, 526 00:27:51,925 --> 00:27:55,628 or we can keep her here, keep her comfortable. 527 00:27:59,098 --> 00:28:01,234 How much time does she have? 528 00:28:02,401 --> 00:28:06,205 Luke, she's in a lot of pain. 529 00:28:12,311 --> 00:28:14,480 Hey. 530 00:28:15,581 --> 00:28:16,782 Hey. 531 00:28:21,120 --> 00:28:22,721 Where's your head? 532 00:28:24,657 --> 00:28:26,825 This case... 533 00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:29,095 They're starting to notice. 534 00:28:30,329 --> 00:28:32,398 Okay, uh... 535 00:28:33,232 --> 00:28:34,700 I'll get it together. 536 00:28:34,833 --> 00:28:36,602 Oh, and one more thing? 537 00:28:36,702 --> 00:28:39,871 Uh, Howard Newton... the first lobotomy victim... 538 00:28:39,872 --> 00:28:41,807 his wife brought him in. 539 00:28:44,010 --> 00:28:45,544 All right. 540 00:28:46,845 --> 00:28:48,381 Are you up for this? 541 00:28:48,514 --> 00:28:50,616 I have to be. 542 00:28:58,724 --> 00:29:00,326 This was... let me think... 543 00:29:00,426 --> 00:29:02,561 about nine days ago now. 544 00:29:02,695 --> 00:29:04,730 I can't even make sense of it, really. 545 00:29:04,830 --> 00:29:07,533 He called me to tell me he was coming home, but then... 546 00:29:07,633 --> 00:29:09,635 he never came home. 547 00:29:09,735 --> 00:29:11,204 And when did you call the police? 548 00:29:11,304 --> 00:29:13,206 Midnight, that night. 549 00:29:13,339 --> 00:29:15,541 And when did they find your husband? 550 00:29:15,641 --> 00:29:18,210 They didn't. I did. 551 00:29:18,211 --> 00:29:21,379 When the sun came up and he was still gone, 552 00:29:21,380 --> 00:29:23,682 I started to just go crazy, 553 00:29:23,782 --> 00:29:25,684 so I got in my car and I drove around. 554 00:29:25,784 --> 00:29:28,054 I found him two blocks from our house. 555 00:29:28,154 --> 00:29:32,058 So whoever did this knew where you lived. 556 00:29:32,158 --> 00:29:33,426 I suppose. 557 00:29:33,526 --> 00:29:37,095 Or maybe they let Howard go, and he recognized 558 00:29:37,096 --> 00:29:39,064 a few streets. 559 00:29:39,065 --> 00:29:41,800 - Hey. Hey, hey, hey. Shh. - K-K-K... 560 00:29:41,900 --> 00:29:43,736 - Hey, hey, I'm here. I'm here, honey. - K... 561 00:29:43,836 --> 00:29:45,938 Shh. Hey. Shh. 562 00:29:46,072 --> 00:29:48,907 Shh. Shh. I'm here. 563 00:29:51,477 --> 00:29:54,647 That's all he can say of my first name. 564 00:29:54,747 --> 00:29:56,449 Kimberly. 565 00:29:58,184 --> 00:30:01,087 Uh, Ms. Newton, we're... 566 00:30:01,187 --> 00:30:02,455 we're trying to make a map 567 00:30:02,555 --> 00:30:04,089 of where this man's 568 00:30:04,090 --> 00:30:05,791 finding his victims and where he might be leaving them. 569 00:30:05,891 --> 00:30:07,460 Do you think you could help us out? 570 00:30:07,560 --> 00:30:09,128 I can try. I-I don't know how much 571 00:30:09,228 --> 00:30:10,595 I'm gonna be able to give you, though. 572 00:30:10,596 --> 00:30:13,432 Okay, no, we-we appreciate that. 573 00:30:13,566 --> 00:30:15,801 - Uh, Luke, can you... - Yeah. Sure. 574 00:30:15,934 --> 00:30:18,471 I'll keep Major Newton company. 575 00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:30,049 K... 576 00:30:30,816 --> 00:30:32,485 No, y-your wife, she'll-she'll be right back. 577 00:30:32,618 --> 00:30:34,487 She's just in the other, the other room. 578 00:30:34,587 --> 00:30:36,488 - K... - Do you-you need something? 579 00:30:36,489 --> 00:30:37,789 K... 580 00:30:37,790 --> 00:30:40,292 No, no, no, no. 581 00:30:40,293 --> 00:30:42,795 No. No. 582 00:30:42,895 --> 00:30:44,897 Kill me. 583 00:30:44,997 --> 00:30:46,965 No, man. Hey. 584 00:30:47,066 --> 00:30:49,535 - Kill me. - No, man, just hang on. 585 00:30:49,635 --> 00:30:52,670 - Okay? - Kill me, kill me. 586 00:30:52,671 --> 00:30:54,507 Just hang on. 587 00:30:56,742 --> 00:30:58,977 It's all right. 588 00:31:12,858 --> 00:31:13,992 This victim's name 589 00:31:14,093 --> 00:31:15,261 is Theodore Nguyen. 590 00:31:15,361 --> 00:31:18,264 Lobotomized, catatonic, like the others. 591 00:31:18,364 --> 00:31:21,434 He was found outside his own office. No cameras. 592 00:31:21,534 --> 00:31:23,869 - Where was this? - Baltimore. 593 00:31:23,969 --> 00:31:26,171 There's no ARC Program in Baltimore. 594 00:31:26,172 --> 00:31:28,141 That would track because Mr. Nguyen 595 00:31:28,241 --> 00:31:30,143 isn't associated with the military at all. 596 00:31:30,243 --> 00:31:31,777 He's an acupuncturist. 597 00:31:31,877 --> 00:31:33,011 Acupuncturist? 598 00:31:33,112 --> 00:31:34,280 Yeah. Surprised us, too. 599 00:31:34,380 --> 00:31:36,849 This guy is way outside 600 00:31:36,949 --> 00:31:38,550 of this unsub's victimology. 601 00:31:38,551 --> 00:31:41,920 Is there any overlap between acupuncture and ARC? 602 00:31:42,020 --> 00:31:43,689 No, none. 603 00:31:43,789 --> 00:31:45,791 We don't offer that as part of our services. 604 00:31:45,891 --> 00:31:48,361 Acupuncturists treat pain, right? 605 00:31:48,461 --> 00:31:50,028 What did Nguyen specialize in? 606 00:31:50,129 --> 00:31:53,366 He advertised clinical therapies for headaches. 607 00:31:53,466 --> 00:31:55,534 What kind of headaches... migraines? 608 00:31:55,634 --> 00:31:56,902 Yeah. In fact, 609 00:31:57,035 --> 00:31:59,405 he promoted his unique therapy for it. 610 00:31:59,538 --> 00:32:01,373 If the unsub is suffering from that, 611 00:32:01,374 --> 00:32:02,708 it could be motivating him. 612 00:32:02,841 --> 00:32:04,877 You don't lobotomize somebody for headaches. 613 00:32:04,977 --> 00:32:07,380 You might if the pain was bad enough. 614 00:32:12,685 --> 00:32:14,219 What are-what are they called... the ones that your friend 615 00:32:14,220 --> 00:32:16,555 - suffered from? - Cluster headaches. 616 00:32:16,689 --> 00:32:18,891 They're so intense that they can cause 617 00:32:18,991 --> 00:32:20,893 temporary vision changes, auras. 618 00:32:21,026 --> 00:32:24,430 They can lead to anxiety and aggression. 619 00:32:24,563 --> 00:32:26,365 The pain is so bad that some patients 620 00:32:26,465 --> 00:32:27,900 call them "suicide headaches". 621 00:32:28,033 --> 00:32:30,769 Let's just say this unsub suffered an injury in-country, 622 00:32:30,869 --> 00:32:32,238 uh, developed PTSD. 623 00:32:32,338 --> 00:32:34,640 First, he would try to manage it himself, 624 00:32:34,740 --> 00:32:37,176 - push it down. - He'd push himself 625 00:32:37,276 --> 00:32:39,678 to the limit. He's a soldier. A warrior. 626 00:32:39,778 --> 00:32:42,415 Yeah. When that didn't work, he would self-flagellate. 627 00:32:42,515 --> 00:32:45,618 As in cut himself or whip himself? 628 00:32:45,718 --> 00:32:47,453 No. Tattoos. 629 00:32:47,553 --> 00:32:49,788 This guy has full sleeves, both arms. 630 00:32:49,922 --> 00:32:51,590 Probably his whole body. 631 00:32:51,690 --> 00:32:53,124 They would be a marker 632 00:32:53,125 --> 00:32:56,295 of the pain that he's trying to outrun. 633 00:32:57,763 --> 00:32:59,365 And once he can't take it anymore, he comes to ARC 634 00:32:59,465 --> 00:33:01,267 for some sort of relief, he doesn't get it, 635 00:33:01,367 --> 00:33:02,468 so he attacks the other vets 636 00:33:02,601 --> 00:33:04,303 he comes in contact with for not helping. 637 00:33:04,437 --> 00:33:06,638 Yeah, except Ms. Garcia and I checked with ARC. 638 00:33:06,639 --> 00:33:09,041 Volunteer activity is regularly documented. 639 00:33:09,141 --> 00:33:10,643 And there's no overlap 640 00:33:10,776 --> 00:33:12,778 between our two victims and any one particular patient. 641 00:33:12,878 --> 00:33:15,013 Yeah, but if he wasn't evaluated correctly, 642 00:33:15,113 --> 00:33:16,781 there would be no record, right? 643 00:33:16,782 --> 00:33:18,116 Yeah. 644 00:33:18,217 --> 00:33:19,685 Yeah. Yeah, that's right. 645 00:33:19,785 --> 00:33:21,754 Then we need to talk to whoever the acupuncturist saw. 646 00:33:21,854 --> 00:33:23,656 He's the outlier in terms of victimology. 647 00:33:23,789 --> 00:33:26,124 We'll build a suspect list out of any veterans he treated. 648 00:33:26,259 --> 00:33:27,826 Okay, well, we need to move quick. 649 00:33:27,960 --> 00:33:30,463 It's only a matter of time before he gets another headache. 650 00:33:34,132 --> 00:33:36,001 Hey, explain something to me. 651 00:33:36,935 --> 00:33:38,637 If they're called "suicide headaches", 652 00:33:38,737 --> 00:33:40,805 why is this soldier going on the offense? 653 00:33:41,316 --> 00:33:42,764 Because when you're a psychopath, 654 00:33:42,775 --> 00:33:44,009 right before you kill someone, 655 00:33:44,142 --> 00:33:46,344 your brain gets flooded with dopamine. 656 00:33:46,345 --> 00:33:48,347 That would be the only chemical 657 00:33:48,447 --> 00:33:50,416 that would give him some relief. 658 00:33:51,250 --> 00:33:52,585 But he's not killing them. 659 00:33:52,685 --> 00:33:55,354 No, because then their pain would be over. 660 00:33:55,454 --> 00:33:58,357 He wants them to feel like he does. 661 00:33:58,457 --> 00:34:00,025 Locked in. 662 00:34:04,196 --> 00:34:05,531 Transport gate open. 663 00:34:05,664 --> 00:34:06,831 Test one, 664 00:34:06,832 --> 00:34:09,234 test one, shibboleth, shibboleth. 665 00:34:09,245 --> 00:34:10,913 Sure you're good with this? 666 00:34:11,894 --> 00:34:13,261 Test two, test two, 667 00:34:13,272 --> 00:34:16,509 red leather, yellow leather, red leather. 668 00:34:17,510 --> 00:34:20,177 For the record, this is a secondary recording 669 00:34:20,178 --> 00:34:22,548 of the Elias Voit and Brian Garrity interview. 670 00:34:22,648 --> 00:34:25,183 Mr. Garrity, do you consent to this recording? 671 00:34:25,318 --> 00:34:26,319 I do. 672 00:34:26,419 --> 00:34:28,354 All right. Let's bring him in. 673 00:34:28,487 --> 00:34:30,556 Oh, wait. 674 00:34:34,360 --> 00:34:36,228 Okay. Now I'm ready. 675 00:34:36,362 --> 00:34:39,898 I'm gonna make BetterHelp my bitch after this. 676 00:34:49,964 --> 00:34:52,199 Wow. I mean... 677 00:34:52,210 --> 00:34:54,912 You are so... short. 678 00:34:55,645 --> 00:34:57,088 I'm sorry, I-I just mean 679 00:34:57,099 --> 00:34:58,968 I, you know, I was expecting... 680 00:34:58,979 --> 00:35:01,809 Save it for the episode. 681 00:35:01,820 --> 00:35:03,389 Okay. 682 00:35:07,954 --> 00:35:10,062 Welcome to The Sicarius Files, 683 00:35:10,073 --> 00:35:12,476 colon, Elias Voit, colon, 684 00:35:12,665 --> 00:35:14,065 Man or Mystery. 685 00:35:14,066 --> 00:35:16,835 I am your host, Brian Garrity. 686 00:35:16,935 --> 00:35:20,406 Today's episode, truly amazing. 687 00:35:20,539 --> 00:35:21,807 My guest, 688 00:35:21,818 --> 00:35:23,687 the Sicarius killer himself, 689 00:35:23,787 --> 00:35:25,656 Elias Voit. 690 00:35:32,911 --> 00:35:34,192 Hello. 691 00:35:35,977 --> 00:35:37,278 To set the scene 692 00:35:37,289 --> 00:35:38,424 for our listeners, we are currently... 693 00:35:38,524 --> 00:35:40,426 No, you can't say where he is. 694 00:35:40,791 --> 00:35:43,693 Sorry. Right. Okay. 695 00:35:43,704 --> 00:35:45,906 We are currently in prison. 696 00:35:46,473 --> 00:35:48,342 So, Elias. 697 00:35:48,353 --> 00:35:50,268 May I call you Elias? 698 00:35:54,626 --> 00:35:55,959 What is this? 699 00:35:56,141 --> 00:35:58,243 Hmm? What is this? 700 00:35:58,262 --> 00:35:59,360 Hmm? 701 00:36:00,045 --> 00:36:01,614 Wh... Hey, please don't do that. 702 00:36:01,714 --> 00:36:03,281 It-it-it puts the levels in the red. 703 00:36:03,416 --> 00:36:04,983 Oh, your le... Your levels are in the red? 704 00:36:05,117 --> 00:36:06,619 I'm sorry, you're spreading lies about me 705 00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:08,487 and you're worried about your fucking levels? 706 00:36:10,222 --> 00:36:11,490 Whoa! 707 00:36:11,624 --> 00:36:13,859 Oh, whoa. 708 00:36:15,293 --> 00:36:17,563 Ok-Okay, I'm-I'm turning this off right now. 709 00:36:17,663 --> 00:36:19,632 No. 710 00:36:20,533 --> 00:36:21,900 No. 711 00:36:22,000 --> 00:36:24,169 You got yourself into this, little man. 712 00:36:24,391 --> 00:36:25,893 There's no escaping now. 713 00:36:25,904 --> 00:36:28,139 What's... Are you gonna... 714 00:36:28,140 --> 00:36:29,708 This was the deal. 715 00:36:29,808 --> 00:36:31,309 We didn't approve the sign. 716 00:36:31,444 --> 00:36:32,459 Wh... 717 00:36:34,459 --> 00:36:35,691 Look at me, Brian. 718 00:36:35,702 --> 00:36:37,070 Just look at me. 719 00:36:39,006 --> 00:36:40,608 Why are you telling your listeners 720 00:36:40,619 --> 00:36:42,888 that I was trained by the government? 721 00:36:45,246 --> 00:36:47,248 - Uh... - I'll tell you why. 722 00:36:47,381 --> 00:36:49,316 It's because it gives you 723 00:36:49,327 --> 00:36:51,530 an explanation for me. 724 00:36:52,550 --> 00:36:54,485 It makes me seem smaller. 725 00:36:56,023 --> 00:36:57,759 Do I seem small to you right now? 726 00:36:58,622 --> 00:36:59,650 No. 727 00:36:59,661 --> 00:37:02,196 - I'm sorry, what? - No. 728 00:37:02,207 --> 00:37:03,976 No. 729 00:37:04,396 --> 00:37:06,727 Good. And your podcast... how-how much of it 730 00:37:06,738 --> 00:37:08,940 is actually true? 731 00:37:12,074 --> 00:37:14,375 - None of it. - None of it? 732 00:37:14,386 --> 00:37:15,754 Good. 733 00:37:16,151 --> 00:37:19,124 Good, very good. Now it's-it's my turn 734 00:37:19,224 --> 00:37:20,893 to explain myself to you. 735 00:37:20,904 --> 00:37:24,574 And you're not-you're not... far off. 736 00:37:25,464 --> 00:37:27,700 Takes a little man to be scared of someone 737 00:37:27,800 --> 00:37:31,369 banging on a table, but it... 738 00:37:31,470 --> 00:37:34,272 takes a littler one to resort to it. 739 00:37:35,674 --> 00:37:37,142 There's... 740 00:37:37,242 --> 00:37:40,212 nothing romantic about me. 741 00:37:40,312 --> 00:37:43,048 I'm not brilliant, I'm not special. 742 00:37:43,148 --> 00:37:44,917 I'm an antisocial psychopath 743 00:37:45,017 --> 00:37:48,453 who can only get his heart rate up by killing people. 744 00:37:48,554 --> 00:37:50,022 It's sad how pathetic I am, 745 00:37:50,122 --> 00:37:52,124 but you know who's even more pathetic? 746 00:37:53,025 --> 00:37:55,093 Someone who makes a show about it. 747 00:37:56,729 --> 00:37:59,131 And anyone who listens to it. 748 00:38:03,001 --> 00:38:04,803 Now we're done. 749 00:38:29,731 --> 00:38:31,018 You knew that was gonna happen. 750 00:38:31,029 --> 00:38:33,231 You knew Voit was gonna do that. 751 00:38:33,331 --> 00:38:35,367 No, we told him no physical contact, 752 00:38:35,467 --> 00:38:39,271 but yeah, I-I had a feeling he would have something 753 00:38:39,371 --> 00:38:41,439 - up his sleeve. - Mm-hmm. 754 00:38:43,236 --> 00:38:45,299 Hey, take it easy. 755 00:38:45,310 --> 00:38:48,346 I have to salvage the remains of my flaming career. 756 00:38:48,446 --> 00:38:51,984 You betrayed me. I thought we were friends. 757 00:38:52,751 --> 00:38:55,120 Oh, Brian, there's something I've been wanting to say 758 00:38:55,220 --> 00:38:56,855 for the better part of six years. 759 00:38:57,044 --> 00:38:59,080 We are not friends. 760 00:38:59,478 --> 00:39:02,116 All you have ever done is make my life miserable, 761 00:39:02,127 --> 00:39:06,298 so my job is not to make your job easier. 762 00:39:07,945 --> 00:39:10,647 Well, how dare you? 763 00:39:10,658 --> 00:39:12,093 You are a public servant. 764 00:39:12,283 --> 00:39:15,887 To the public! Not to you, personally. 765 00:39:15,898 --> 00:39:17,599 Oh, you have me siding 766 00:39:17,610 --> 00:39:20,278 with a convicted serial killer over you. 767 00:39:21,390 --> 00:39:23,559 I don't know what I'm gonna do. 768 00:39:23,570 --> 00:39:25,572 When my audience hears this episode, 769 00:39:25,670 --> 00:39:28,907 they're gonna be furious at Voit's disdain for them. 770 00:39:30,450 --> 00:39:31,972 You don't... 771 00:39:32,263 --> 00:39:34,232 have to post it. 772 00:39:35,127 --> 00:39:36,762 I already presold the advertising 773 00:39:36,895 --> 00:39:40,598 to a vegan-only meal kit delivery service. 774 00:39:40,599 --> 00:39:42,434 And if there's one group you don't want to cross, 775 00:39:42,573 --> 00:39:44,408 it's Big Vegan. 776 00:39:45,102 --> 00:39:46,303 Okay, so, so, 777 00:39:46,304 --> 00:39:49,307 what if you reframed it? 778 00:39:49,407 --> 00:39:52,944 I mean, maybe this is actually an opportunity. 779 00:39:53,687 --> 00:39:56,704 - What do you mean? - The podcast pivot. 780 00:39:56,715 --> 00:39:59,283 A-And didn't Voit just hand you one 781 00:39:59,284 --> 00:40:01,119 on a silver platter? 782 00:40:02,621 --> 00:40:05,290 Yeah. Yeah. 783 00:40:06,959 --> 00:40:08,861 Uh, an episode where 784 00:40:08,961 --> 00:40:11,263 I find out the serial killer 785 00:40:11,930 --> 00:40:14,966 is just a serial killer. 786 00:40:14,979 --> 00:40:16,713 Oh, that's good. 787 00:40:16,724 --> 00:40:18,626 You are brilliant. 788 00:40:18,726 --> 00:40:20,995 Okay. Thank you. 789 00:40:21,006 --> 00:40:22,140 I guess. 790 00:40:22,240 --> 00:40:25,678 Hearing that from you means... something. 791 00:40:32,751 --> 00:40:34,653 So... What, um, 792 00:40:34,787 --> 00:40:37,522 you decided to kill him after all? 793 00:40:37,715 --> 00:40:38,984 I did not. 794 00:40:39,113 --> 00:40:42,149 But our Elias Voit podcast problem 795 00:40:42,160 --> 00:40:43,862 has come to an end. 796 00:40:50,451 --> 00:40:53,671 Nobody on Nguyen's patient list comes close to the profile. 797 00:40:54,085 --> 00:40:56,297 But he did take a lot of walk-ins who paid with cash 798 00:40:56,308 --> 00:40:57,710 because they didn't have insurance. 799 00:40:57,843 --> 00:41:00,112 That's just like the ARC program, right? 800 00:41:00,212 --> 00:41:02,547 I mean, this unsub is flying just under the radar 801 00:41:02,681 --> 00:41:04,382 when it comes to victimology. 802 00:41:04,571 --> 00:41:06,573 Is there something about his headaches that we missed? 803 00:41:06,584 --> 00:41:09,487 Some other condition that he might have? 804 00:41:10,955 --> 00:41:12,323 Luke? 805 00:41:14,770 --> 00:41:15,912 Hmm? 806 00:41:15,923 --> 00:41:19,030 You got that "thinking but not saying it" look. 807 00:41:19,031 --> 00:41:21,767 No. Uh... 808 00:41:23,411 --> 00:41:26,447 All right, what about this? What about... 809 00:41:26,718 --> 00:41:28,720 chronic traumatic encephalopathy? 810 00:41:28,974 --> 00:41:30,241 CTE. 811 00:41:30,331 --> 00:41:31,966 Yeah, we are treating that more and more. 812 00:41:32,066 --> 00:41:33,634 Especially as we understand what concussions 813 00:41:33,645 --> 00:41:35,981 are doing to the brain. 814 00:41:36,170 --> 00:41:38,439 CTE has been known to lead to violence. 815 00:41:38,450 --> 00:41:39,752 I mean, not always, 816 00:41:39,885 --> 00:41:41,418 - but yeah, sometimes. - And worst of all, 817 00:41:41,419 --> 00:41:42,921 it's like having a time bomb in your head. 818 00:41:43,627 --> 00:41:45,512 Don't know you have it, you can't even 819 00:41:45,523 --> 00:41:47,760 diagnose it until an autopsy. 820 00:41:48,526 --> 00:41:49,995 Do you think about that a lot? 821 00:41:51,190 --> 00:41:53,687 I mean, when you serve, you're always thinking about 822 00:41:53,698 --> 00:41:55,801 where the next hit's coming from. 823 00:41:56,121 --> 00:41:58,656 - Yeah. - Our guy probably thought about it. 824 00:42:00,251 --> 00:42:01,918 And no matter where he goes, he can't seem 825 00:42:01,929 --> 00:42:03,697 to get anybody to give him a straight answer 826 00:42:03,708 --> 00:42:05,510 on why he's so angry all the time. 827 00:42:05,944 --> 00:42:09,103 And each time he gets angry, he loses more and more control. 828 00:42:09,488 --> 00:42:11,873 I mean, take Nguyen. He shoved the ice pick 829 00:42:11,884 --> 00:42:13,451 so far up into the brain tissue, 830 00:42:13,551 --> 00:42:16,521 it made contact with the tip of his skull. He's not trying... 831 00:42:16,941 --> 00:42:20,181 I'm sorry, but I need to know how you want to proceed. 832 00:42:23,463 --> 00:42:24,711 Okay... 833 00:42:24,838 --> 00:42:26,225 Okay... 834 00:42:27,011 --> 00:42:28,712 I need to see her. 835 00:42:29,113 --> 00:42:30,447 Uh, b-before we do anything. 836 00:42:30,602 --> 00:42:32,871 I need to see her. Where... Is she... 837 00:42:33,060 --> 00:42:35,029 - is she awake? - She's sleeping. 838 00:42:35,346 --> 00:42:37,748 But I can wake her up for you. 839 00:42:39,711 --> 00:42:41,013 Is this my fault? 840 00:42:42,400 --> 00:42:44,505 - Is what your fault? - If I would've brought her in 841 00:42:44,516 --> 00:42:47,484 sooner, maybe we'd have found the tumor earlier. 842 00:42:47,485 --> 00:42:48,786 No. 843 00:42:48,787 --> 00:42:51,289 That's not how this works. 844 00:42:52,803 --> 00:42:55,373 No. No. 845 00:42:56,460 --> 00:42:58,795 That's not how this works. 846 00:42:59,541 --> 00:43:00,955 - What? - CTE. 847 00:43:00,966 --> 00:43:03,068 That's not how it works. It's not how this unsub works. 848 00:43:03,168 --> 00:43:04,302 How do you know that? 849 00:43:04,966 --> 00:43:07,094 The violence associated with CTE, 850 00:43:07,105 --> 00:43:08,606 you know, or cluster headaches for that matter, 851 00:43:08,706 --> 00:43:11,142 it happens in bursts. 852 00:43:11,143 --> 00:43:13,211 It's disorganized, impulsive. 853 00:43:13,702 --> 00:43:16,681 Yeah, but this unsub is stalking his victims. 854 00:43:17,107 --> 00:43:18,272 He's kidnapping them. 855 00:43:18,283 --> 00:43:21,286 Right, and then subjecting them to sadistic torture. 856 00:43:21,386 --> 00:43:23,794 That's highly organized. 857 00:43:23,805 --> 00:43:25,273 So, you're saying that he's not in pain at all? 858 00:43:25,547 --> 00:43:29,150 No, he is. The victimology tells us that. 859 00:43:29,284 --> 00:43:30,651 Then what has the same symptoms? 860 00:43:30,662 --> 00:43:33,498 Matches cluster headaches or CTE but is neither? 861 00:43:33,509 --> 00:43:35,611 A tumor. 862 00:43:36,454 --> 00:43:38,522 Like the Texas tower shooter, um... 863 00:43:38,670 --> 00:43:40,572 - Charles Whitman. - Yes. 864 00:43:40,672 --> 00:43:43,375 He had a tumor pressing down on his amygdala. 865 00:43:43,860 --> 00:43:46,630 That's right. That's right. Before he started shooting, 866 00:43:46,641 --> 00:43:48,369 he stabbed his wife and mother to death. 867 00:43:48,380 --> 00:43:50,615 And in his suicide note, he wrote 868 00:43:50,715 --> 00:43:53,251 that he knew there was something wrong inside his head. 869 00:43:53,608 --> 00:43:54,977 So, this soldier came to us 870 00:43:54,988 --> 00:43:58,090 for treatment, thinking he had a headache, but... 871 00:43:58,433 --> 00:44:00,247 But he had something worse. 872 00:44:00,258 --> 00:44:01,927 Much worse. 873 00:44:19,577 --> 00:44:20,678 What the fuck? 874 00:44:20,778 --> 00:44:22,380 Hello, Doc. 875 00:44:29,510 --> 00:44:33,114 Hey. Our unsub is Sergeant David Graham. 876 00:44:33,125 --> 00:44:34,526 Traffic cameras pinged him 877 00:44:34,626 --> 00:44:37,229 along with a passenger we've ID'd 878 00:44:37,362 --> 00:44:39,530 as neurologist Dr. Mark Trank. 879 00:44:39,531 --> 00:44:41,833 All right, we have to assume that's our next victim. 880 00:44:41,934 --> 00:44:43,902 - Anything else? - Yeah. Graham bounced 881 00:44:44,036 --> 00:44:45,402 from ARC to the VA. 882 00:44:45,403 --> 00:44:47,538 A CAT scan revealed a glioblastoma cluster 883 00:44:47,539 --> 00:44:49,541 - in his prefrontal cortex. - Operable? 884 00:44:49,641 --> 00:44:51,443 Yeah, but risky, as in, 885 00:44:51,543 --> 00:44:53,744 "it might get lobotomized" risky. 886 00:44:53,745 --> 00:44:55,546 VA doc that I talked to said that Graham 887 00:44:55,547 --> 00:44:57,715 refused to accept the diagnosis. 888 00:44:58,656 --> 00:45:01,459 All right. Thanks. 889 00:45:02,254 --> 00:45:03,788 Alvez. 890 00:45:04,645 --> 00:45:06,480 We've lost too many men already. 891 00:45:06,491 --> 00:45:07,559 Copy? 892 00:45:08,272 --> 00:45:09,627 Copy. 893 00:45:38,182 --> 00:45:40,218 Where the fuck am I? 894 00:45:45,989 --> 00:45:47,791 David. 895 00:45:52,304 --> 00:45:53,871 You remember me. 896 00:45:57,542 --> 00:45:59,611 I didn't think you would. 897 00:46:01,065 --> 00:46:03,268 But I remember you. 898 00:46:04,020 --> 00:46:05,822 You know what I remember? 899 00:46:07,552 --> 00:46:09,487 "I can fix you." 900 00:46:09,587 --> 00:46:11,389 That's what you said. 901 00:46:11,622 --> 00:46:14,259 "I can fix you, David." 902 00:46:15,060 --> 00:46:17,662 But you can't, can you? 903 00:46:18,652 --> 00:46:21,588 I said that I can try to fix you. 904 00:46:21,599 --> 00:46:25,303 No, you said, "I can fix you". 905 00:46:25,576 --> 00:46:26,911 You lied. 906 00:46:29,426 --> 00:46:30,794 David. 907 00:46:31,876 --> 00:46:33,645 Your tumor is located 908 00:46:33,745 --> 00:46:36,681 inside the folds of your brain. 909 00:46:36,903 --> 00:46:39,306 I-I would never lie to you. 910 00:46:39,317 --> 00:46:41,853 Not if I have integrity 911 00:46:41,986 --> 00:46:43,355 as a doctor. 912 00:46:43,455 --> 00:46:45,223 Integrity? 913 00:46:49,419 --> 00:46:52,790 You want to talk about integrity? 914 00:47:06,032 --> 00:47:07,334 Let's go. Breach silently. 915 00:47:07,345 --> 00:47:09,547 Follow our lead once we're inside. Let's go. 916 00:47:10,190 --> 00:47:12,517 How well do you know your Bible? 917 00:47:17,989 --> 00:47:20,358 Let me tell you 918 00:47:20,458 --> 00:47:22,760 what I've learned about integrity. 919 00:47:30,402 --> 00:47:32,070 Go, go, go. 920 00:47:35,039 --> 00:47:37,008 The men who trained me... 921 00:47:37,449 --> 00:47:39,951 you know what they drilled into me, huh? 922 00:47:40,845 --> 00:47:43,915 "Sergeant Graham, what is the NCO Creed, soldier?" 923 00:47:44,170 --> 00:47:45,839 "Sir, to never compromise my integrity 924 00:47:45,850 --> 00:47:47,952 or my moral courage, sir." 925 00:47:48,052 --> 00:47:49,920 "Soldier, what is integrity?" 926 00:47:49,921 --> 00:47:52,056 "Sir, integrity means you will do and say nothing 927 00:47:52,157 --> 00:47:53,658 that deceives others, sir." 928 00:47:53,758 --> 00:47:55,560 You have no integrity. 929 00:47:55,660 --> 00:47:58,263 "I can fix you." That's what you fucking said. 930 00:47:58,363 --> 00:48:00,931 Now it's my turn to fix you. 931 00:48:00,932 --> 00:48:02,967 "You need not fear the terror of the night. 932 00:48:03,067 --> 00:48:05,203 Or the arrow that flies by day. 933 00:48:05,303 --> 00:48:09,507 Though thousands fall about you, near you it shall not touch." 934 00:48:10,588 --> 00:48:12,890 Know that one, David? 935 00:48:13,857 --> 00:48:17,594 My squads used to pray that when we'd go out on patrol. 936 00:48:18,750 --> 00:48:20,418 Psalm 91. 937 00:48:20,641 --> 00:48:22,343 That's right. 938 00:48:22,354 --> 00:48:24,189 Soldier's Prayer. 939 00:48:26,024 --> 00:48:27,158 You serve? 940 00:48:27,169 --> 00:48:28,471 Yeah, I did. 941 00:48:28,482 --> 00:48:31,084 And so did my partner here. 942 00:48:31,561 --> 00:48:34,564 You know, I've been praying Psalm 91 a lot. 943 00:48:37,123 --> 00:48:39,092 Hasn't done much good. 944 00:48:39,788 --> 00:48:41,173 I know. 945 00:48:42,145 --> 00:48:44,214 I know how you feel. 946 00:48:50,487 --> 00:48:53,691 When I got back from my last tour... 947 00:48:55,619 --> 00:48:58,789 I was losing my shit all the time. 948 00:49:01,398 --> 00:49:05,135 At one point, I even had my gun in my mouth. 949 00:49:06,537 --> 00:49:10,040 I know what that metal feels like against your teeth. 950 00:49:12,203 --> 00:49:14,439 I'm guessing you do, too. 951 00:49:16,053 --> 00:49:17,722 Yeah, I do. 952 00:49:19,036 --> 00:49:21,872 But I realized it wouldn't make me feel any better. 953 00:49:23,147 --> 00:49:24,682 But this? 954 00:49:25,716 --> 00:49:29,052 - This does. - I know. 955 00:49:31,509 --> 00:49:32,944 I know. 956 00:49:34,707 --> 00:49:37,910 So how come you're where you are 957 00:49:37,921 --> 00:49:39,957 and I'm where I am? 958 00:49:43,087 --> 00:49:45,289 I went to a ARC. 959 00:49:46,759 --> 00:49:49,095 I asked for help. 960 00:49:49,146 --> 00:49:51,181 I tried that. 961 00:49:53,390 --> 00:49:54,958 I know. 962 00:49:57,515 --> 00:49:59,617 So what makes you so lucky, huh? 963 00:50:00,671 --> 00:50:02,707 What'd they do for you? 964 00:50:06,044 --> 00:50:07,912 They paired me up. 965 00:50:10,047 --> 00:50:13,250 Yeah? With who? 966 00:50:14,905 --> 00:50:16,940 Someone I just lost. 967 00:50:28,319 --> 00:50:29,653 Hey. 968 00:50:31,749 --> 00:50:33,217 Hey. 969 00:50:41,092 --> 00:50:43,561 Let me ask you something. 970 00:50:43,820 --> 00:50:46,222 Does that even make a difference? 971 00:50:47,972 --> 00:50:50,040 You having a buddy? 972 00:50:51,235 --> 00:50:52,837 Yeah. 973 00:50:55,221 --> 00:50:58,058 Yeah, she made a difference. She made a... 974 00:50:58,069 --> 00:51:00,271 made a big difference. 975 00:51:02,803 --> 00:51:05,506 What the fuck now, huh? 976 00:51:05,763 --> 00:51:08,265 You gonna be my buddy? 977 00:51:09,412 --> 00:51:12,716 You gonna come visit me in prison after all this? 978 00:51:13,660 --> 00:51:14,861 After all this? 979 00:51:15,225 --> 00:51:17,462 What are we gonna do, buddy? 980 00:51:17,684 --> 00:51:19,586 Trade war stories in the yard? 981 00:51:19,686 --> 00:51:22,989 Hey, if that's what you want, I will. 982 00:51:23,233 --> 00:51:25,302 I will. 983 00:51:30,782 --> 00:51:33,451 I just don't want to hurt anymore. 984 00:51:34,846 --> 00:51:36,614 I know. 985 00:51:39,237 --> 00:51:41,775 But I can't let you hurt anyone else, either, okay? 986 00:51:41,786 --> 00:51:43,286 Okay... 987 00:51:43,640 --> 00:51:45,367 Just put down the ice pick. 988 00:51:47,477 --> 00:51:51,481 I don't want to see anyone else die this week. 989 00:51:51,742 --> 00:51:52,909 Okay? 990 00:51:53,189 --> 00:51:54,866 Please. 991 00:51:56,753 --> 00:51:58,343 Put it down. 992 00:51:58,603 --> 00:52:00,405 Okay? 993 00:52:03,608 --> 00:52:05,810 Hey. It's clear. 994 00:52:05,999 --> 00:52:07,568 Hey. 995 00:52:07,899 --> 00:52:10,534 I'm not bullshitting you. 996 00:52:11,516 --> 00:52:15,019 You want to talk to another soldier, I'll be there for you. 997 00:52:16,874 --> 00:52:18,342 I mean that. 998 00:52:19,209 --> 00:52:21,011 What was her name? 999 00:52:22,098 --> 00:52:24,768 The one they paired you up with. 1000 00:52:26,330 --> 00:52:28,132 Roxy. 1001 00:52:29,259 --> 00:52:31,195 Her name was Roxy. 1002 00:52:41,869 --> 00:52:43,303 Just hang on, all right? 1003 00:52:43,314 --> 00:52:45,049 - Let me get you out right now. - Okay. 1004 00:52:47,494 --> 00:52:49,086 There's my girl. 1005 00:52:56,672 --> 00:52:59,407 You remember the first day we met? 1006 00:52:59,418 --> 00:53:00,987 Hmm? 1007 00:53:01,121 --> 00:53:03,323 They told me, they said... 1008 00:53:03,589 --> 00:53:05,958 they said, "Be careful, 1009 00:53:05,969 --> 00:53:08,138 She's a handful." 1010 00:53:09,066 --> 00:53:10,868 And I said, "Good. 1011 00:53:12,282 --> 00:53:14,885 'Cause I am, too." 1012 00:53:20,339 --> 00:53:22,676 You saved my life. 1013 00:54:13,477 --> 00:54:16,147 "Because he holds fast to me in love, 1014 00:54:16,158 --> 00:54:17,592 I will deliver him. 1015 00:54:17,729 --> 00:54:21,100 I will protect him because he knows my name." 1016 00:54:21,111 --> 00:54:22,980 Psalm 91. 1017 00:54:25,416 --> 00:54:28,019 I liked your little show. 1018 00:54:28,030 --> 00:54:29,498 For the podcast. 1019 00:54:29,509 --> 00:54:33,745 Performative violence. Nice touch. 1020 00:54:33,756 --> 00:54:36,084 Yeah, sometimes you got to give the people what they want. 1021 00:54:36,095 --> 00:54:38,919 Scare 'em and just pull the carpet out from under them. 1022 00:54:38,930 --> 00:54:41,298 Sure. You're not a monster. 1023 00:54:41,432 --> 00:54:43,200 You're pathetic. 1024 00:54:43,300 --> 00:54:45,302 Which means you don't have to tell anyone 1025 00:54:45,402 --> 00:54:48,138 what you really did to Deena Ryan. 1026 00:54:57,376 --> 00:54:58,444 Stop. 1027 00:54:58,637 --> 00:54:59,846 Oh, look at that. 1028 00:54:59,857 --> 00:55:02,075 You can shut me up. 1029 00:55:02,394 --> 00:55:05,464 Maybe you're not as pathetic as you let on. 1030 00:55:05,631 --> 00:55:07,681 - Yeah, maybe. - Maybe. 1031 00:55:07,870 --> 00:55:10,105 But then, what was the point of defanging yourself? 1032 00:55:10,116 --> 00:55:13,353 Was that for the, um, listening audience 1033 00:55:13,364 --> 00:55:15,667 or the BAU? 1034 00:55:21,172 --> 00:55:22,573 Wait a minute. 1035 00:55:23,364 --> 00:55:25,532 Wait a minute. 1036 00:55:25,543 --> 00:55:28,044 Is that what this is all about? 1037 00:55:28,045 --> 00:55:30,514 I don't know what you're talking about. 1038 00:55:30,898 --> 00:55:32,966 You're analyzing this cell. 1039 00:55:33,195 --> 00:55:36,520 Every guard, every door, every vulnerability. 1040 00:55:36,621 --> 00:55:37,855 That's not true. 1041 00:55:37,989 --> 00:55:40,124 I pled guilty. I'm gonna pay for what I did. 1042 00:55:40,224 --> 00:55:41,357 Hey. 1043 00:55:41,358 --> 00:55:43,727 You can lie to your conscious self, 1044 00:55:43,850 --> 00:55:46,019 but you can't lie to me. 1045 00:55:46,030 --> 00:55:49,266 You're planning on your chance 1046 00:55:49,277 --> 00:55:51,179 to escape. 1047 00:55:54,361 --> 00:55:56,663 So, we give Elias Voit 1048 00:55:56,674 --> 00:55:58,509 the last word. 1049 00:55:58,920 --> 00:56:01,868 He wanted us to know how he feels. 1050 00:56:02,181 --> 00:56:04,717 We owe him our attention, 1051 00:56:04,728 --> 00:56:06,964 if not our approval. 1052 00:56:08,440 --> 00:56:11,343 For the last time, this is Brian Garrity. 1053 00:56:11,807 --> 00:56:15,426 Thank you for listening to The Sicarius Files. 1054 00:56:16,928 --> 00:56:18,763 There's... 1055 00:56:18,774 --> 00:56:21,710 nothing romantic about me. 1056 00:56:22,228 --> 00:56:24,625 I'm not brilliant, I'm not special. 1057 00:56:24,636 --> 00:56:26,738 I'm an antisocial psychopath 1058 00:56:26,838 --> 00:56:30,007 who can only get his heart rate up by killing people. 1059 00:56:31,892 --> 00:56:33,166 It's sad how pathetic I am, 1060 00:56:33,177 --> 00:56:34,979 but you know who's even more pathetic? 1061 00:56:36,247 --> 00:56:38,515 Someone who makes a show about it. 1062 00:56:39,122 --> 00:56:41,307 And anyone who listens to it. 1063 00:56:54,238 --> 00:56:59,238 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com -